today was my last day at merit...so much funky feels :(
it feels like things have been pretty bumpy since graduating college. already more than one year has passed, and i still havent figured out what i like/am good at...am i pounding sand, or should i consider myself lucky for being able to land at fed, then merit, and now the next gig?
thinking back on the past 3 months, and all the difficult conversations i had this week, ive learned there are two sides to everyone and everything. people i thought would blow a gasket actually kind of understand me. people i thought i could confided in could actually care less about being friends. but overall, world is still a beautiful place, and we just have to find order in the chaos.
also, hard to believe in the blink of an eye, we are already in the second half of july, and i should think about my goals for august soon. but to review june, and july:
- time passing has indeed helped. will continue marching forward, and now not just for myself
- chicago was nice. met a lot of people who are where i want to develop professionally, and also added another keychain to my collection, yay!
- ayy
- that was the last time i was in va, so it feels like ages ago, but jacky's graduation was nice. good to see some hs teachers too
- got a gaming laptop, thanks kaiwei
- met a p cool person, so ig badminton has been more than good to me
- learning the model drove me crazy tbh, but it was necessary
- staten island was a trekk but good to see how ~fake nyc~ is. pretty nice and peaceful tbh
- no canada trip for me anytime soon :(
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